Friday, March 27, 2009

MC troubles

feeling sick is already a dread....
i just need a break from school and i need it badly!!
hoping for the wonders of what MCs could give, but that didnt happened!
instead, my mind is always thinking bout sch sch sch! like the migraine is not enuff! sheesh.
having to inform frenz of diff classes, having to go thru the trouble of submitting MCs, troubles of email-ing the tutors and lecturers! got all my stress back out running in my nervesss!! geee....

thank god that its the weekends.
i just need to get over and done with my research paper. which i uber loathe.
and.....do more study for DNA and genetics sequencing......
after all, my exams are justtt ard the cornerrrr....*jumping for joy*

cant wait for all painful miseries to enddddddddddddd....!
i needdd a hiatus!
should i sky dive? thrilling huh?
not sure if i dare to do so, tho.lolx.
i am a scare-dy cat, ynoe. hoho.

i have read others love affair. and i think, mines not so bad after all =)

Thursday, March 19, 2009

wonders of nature

its just so wonderful having to view the sunset....its simply a bliss. even tho time is really hard for me now, that moment, just calms me down. ahhh.....its just undescribable. i have never had experienced such a peaceful serenity ever before, till this time around. a much-favourite spot by us....simply relaxing...

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

probs, decisions, moving on....

I just want a piece of my mind!!
argghhhhhh
lets just get the assignments over and done with??just so troublesome that i have to add research and quote and bla bla bla. leceh sungguh! and i simply cant do my work in peace with all the rack from below! that one thing i hate about not having school!! i cat seem to get anything done! ughhhhh

i want to watch race to witch mountain and confessions of a shopaholic! but hafta wait till quiz is over! darns.

and also, i am having a major problem. i dont know what my heart says. cos the feeling has changed? im afraid to make the wrong choice. but hey, moving on is just not a bad idea. there may be many other things that awaits me just in that outside world. im unsure. how far out can i step out then? not that i have much choice. i just have to make my decision properly, before moving on. decisions decisions decisions. sianzzzz. headache seh.

Fate has brought US together??
haizzz................

lets just, go with the flow, still??

Monday, March 9, 2009

what did i do tday

how does having company feels..?
to me, its just not nice.
esp whennn.....hmmm....
im just not sure lah.
i just dun like the idea.

lets just re-looked into what happened today....
it was raining cats and dogs tdy.
thank god ive rched sch before the rain strts pouring.
i suddenly remembered my GAP sweater during lectures.
it was freezing cold la~
hope itll rain again on wed!! haha.

hmm, summarising up all my undone grp work.
and i came late cos i had a good dream last night. hoho.
sorri muni!! =)

i realised that i am fit to teach upper pri and NOT lower pri.
it just suxxx....i cant put words into my mouth la, im just to honest =)

last but not least,
im done with the interviewing-ppl-question.
and im, ermmm.....1100 words away from completing my research paper!
hooraa!!! hehx.

cant wait for tml.....
will the LOVE evolve again? *winx

Thursday, March 5, 2009

shut-my-heart-up

i am currently living life like nobodys business.
do what i wanna do, say what i wanna say.
terrible.
basic-ly, not smthg out of the world. but yet, an eye-opener.
no worries, night life is still NOT in for me. lols.

i dun mind, really.
im happy with the way im living now.
happy happy me =))

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

mixed feeling

it has been A week or so.
i have yet to now my own feelings.
its all been mixed and crushed.
i cant get myself to undo all the wrong doings.

fun? sad? disappointed? living life to the fullest?
i dunno, i dunno.
haiz......
there are certain things that i am looking forward to
aand at times, i just want time to stop and hold before i make the next decision.
sheeshhh

all the more im thinking, the more im not gona think right for my exam.
shitos.

all i want is, to live happily ever after.

sesungguhnya perpisahan telah ditakdir kan,
biarlah....aku yang mengundur diri.